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Name: Lynn Lee
Location: Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam
Industry: Multimedia Design
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|not lovers, not best friends, not even friends..|
enemy? somehow it is..
why could I still NOT get over it?
What about us make me think I love that bastard?
oh yeah! nothing..
just a jerk, a too much words and nothing in acting.. I mean only FOR ME, that bitch is like that :) !
so.. I feel betrayed.. I feel awful.. you are fucked.. I wish you the worst..
I wish I could kill you..
wish you would get all the worst things in life soon..
wish you would feel the pain that you gave other soon..
wish you died.. cos you are fucking terrible liar I've ever known in my life..
no, I'm still not over you because I'm paranoid, jealous and I still think and hope too much
that you're nice person but you are never that person, at least for me..
cos you count everything you give.. in my opinion..
you're just not good to me, for me.. anything..
I really wish you died or someone would kill you soon or just die :) ..
I never want to see you again, talk to you ever again..
I still think about you but just those can never be good things.. except the kissing picture..
we were one of the best things to me and you destroy everything, even that kissing picture meaning to me :)..
|No one's gonna stay..|
Better just keep your heart..
No one's gonna respect the feelings given out..
You're always just one of them..
Even how hard I've tried.. it's just that..
You're just cold..
You just never know how hard it is to try giving out the love for me..
You just did it.. Break it hard..
I don't hate you but I'm scared.. as always..
And I guess I have hatred on you..
JUST DON'T.. Please.. Try harder..
I like you a lot, a lot, a lot.. :)
and you might never know that..
you're always with someone, even they make you worse..
you'd just never be mine even you said yes..
I wish I could have you once but it seems too far to the reality..
you lied, you did the worst thing to me.. and seem I'd rather to forgive you than have hatred on you forever..
even the fact I always say that I hate and never forgive you for whole my life..
somehow I just can't.. but I remember our good memories, at least we had :)..
but you really are a son of the bitch.. :)..
you hurt me so well..
I just hate that and I hate you for that..
sometimes I miss you and I cry.. so stupid.
I think of you before I go to sleep recently cos that's the only thing I want to do and it makes me feel good..
but the fact is all loneliness.. I miss you and I borrow alcohol to talk to you on the phone..
everybody else is secondary or whatever but you're the worst person I've ever fell for..
cos you're bad to me..
you said you loved me and it should be the best moment in my life but I can't believe it..
many things to tell you.. I guess I did but I can't be sure if they're all true..
but I know that I miss you now.. want to hold you, kiss you and make love to you.. :)
those seem dreams to me now.. cos I let us apart..
we both know that we never find each other again.. cos we're not mean to be..
cos we're so different..
cos we just don't belong together..
you're the one I love.. but you're still one of them.
or a person that I fall for..
you did that not once, not twice..
you keep doing that, still..
and I am like an idiot ever, to keep falling for such a hopeless person like you..
can't believe that I am crying, haha.. such an idiot..
it's time to look myself loosing something that I've hardly had to start with.. again..
don't even know what it is..
how many people have made me cry..
how many people have come and left..
and you're just one of them,
I don't like people to make me cry..
it's just happening, lol..
how can I face you again,
anyways, it's just never meant to be :)..
|it does hurt..|
and you just never understand that..
God's plans on me are so weird when that has happened all the time since I knew what it was..
what makes you think that I'm not hurt..
how I feel..
it's going to nowhere..
I'd rather protect myself from anything hurt than being with you with temporary desire..
you're just one of them..